MEN! *UGH* &!#
2002-07-24, 8:17 p.m.

Went for a walk with the dh and stopped at the library to get vol. 8 of the Left Behind series, which I have been reading for the last few months, when I have time. It ROCKS, BTW, if you don’t know.I am a tall woman and I weigh 170, whiich is more than I’d like to weigh, as I’ve gained a lot in this past year, but the dh insists on poking me in the side when I’m slouched over reading and making the pillsbury dough boy sound. I am so angry at him for that, he’s gained A LOT of weight since we started dating, and I don’t mock him. I don’t make him feel fat. I tell him he’s okay even though I would like to see him loos at least 20 lbs. He says, “It’s just fun” I want to kill him when he does that. Literally Kill Him. Why are men such asses. THey all think they deserve some supermodel or somesuch. I can’t even go on I’m so angry just remembering. He says I make him feel badly all the time, but when I said “how?” he couldn’t come up with a single way. He’s just lying, obviously so he doesn’t feel like he has to apologize to me. *gasp* no! as if HE could actually be in the wrong. As if it could actually be WRONG to hurt MY feelings. sometimes I think I hate him. Sometimes I think he wants me to.